1 00:00:42,206 --> 00:00:44,657 You've come to say hello too, have you? 2 00:01:59,180 --> 00:02:01,976 I used to believe that, as a journalist, 3 00:02:02,010 --> 00:02:05,082 it was inevitable that you'd end up betraying your subjects. 4 00:02:05,117 --> 00:02:08,810 That your job was to seem friendly and sympathetic, 5 00:02:08,845 --> 00:02:10,719 even though you never had the slightest intention 6 00:02:10,743 --> 00:02:12,814 of collaborating with them. 7 00:02:12,849 --> 00:02:16,266 That the real intention was always to write a story, 8 00:02:16,300 --> 00:02:18,682 regardless of the truth. 9 00:02:18,717 --> 00:02:21,720 That was until I became part of the story. 10 00:02:21,754 --> 00:02:25,724 Only then did I realise the power of telling the truth. 11 00:03:02,933 --> 00:03:06,005 I know, but I didn't wanna cancel. 12 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:09,146 Yeah, especially if she's coming. 13 00:03:09,181 --> 00:03:12,115 Yeah, that's why I said let's do it at mine. 14 00:03:13,703 --> 00:03:15,705 Well, of course. 15 00:03:15,739 --> 00:03:19,018 Yeah, she's... she's in pieces, isn't she? 16 00:03:19,053 --> 00:03:22,125 - Oi! - Hang on. 17 00:03:22,159 --> 00:03:23,954 We not saying goodbye nowadays, then? 18 00:03:23,989 --> 00:03:26,784 North Walians are so bloody rude. 19 00:03:26,819 --> 00:03:30,305 Goodbye, Dai. Until we meet upon the morrow. 20 00:03:30,340 --> 00:03:32,411 See you tomorrow, then. 21 00:03:32,445 --> 00:03:34,827 Don't forget my pain au chocolate. 22 00:03:48,254 --> 00:03:51,119 So, in summary, a pleasant day here in West Wales, 23 00:03:51,154 --> 00:03:52,914 northerly winds and mild temperatures 24 00:03:52,949 --> 00:03:55,468 of between eight and twelve degrees. 25 00:03:55,503 --> 00:03:57,022 Bit of news coming up on the hour, 26 00:03:57,056 --> 00:03:58,506 but before then we've got 27 00:03:58,540 --> 00:04:00,991 some classic Kylie and Jason for you. 28 00:04:30,262 --> 00:04:33,575 Since August, since July, sorry, 29 00:04:33,610 --> 00:04:35,923 Mr Pritchard has been working on day release 30 00:04:35,957 --> 00:04:39,167 at, um, Babin House. 31 00:04:39,202 --> 00:04:41,342 - As a gardener. - Yes. 32 00:04:41,376 --> 00:04:43,965 How have you found working in the community? 33 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:48,970 Good. I like working. I like being busy. 34 00:04:51,110 --> 00:04:54,148 You asked for Mrs Roberts, the victim's mother, 35 00:04:54,182 --> 00:04:56,150 not to be present. 36 00:04:56,184 --> 00:04:58,980 Have you read her victim impact statement? 37 00:04:59,567 --> 00:05:02,156 Yes. 38 00:05:02,190 --> 00:05:03,433 Where is she? 39 00:05:07,920 --> 00:05:10,302 Where is she? 40 00:05:10,336 --> 00:05:12,580 Mr Pritchard. 41 00:05:12,614 --> 00:05:16,239 Is there anything you would like to say to Mrs Roberts? 42 00:05:27,664 --> 00:05:30,080 His record is good, but the murder 43 00:05:30,115 --> 00:05:33,049 of a 15-year-old girl is what we need to remember. 44 00:05:33,083 --> 00:05:36,224 And for that I think he has shown remorse. 45 00:05:36,259 --> 00:05:39,641 But this consistent claim that he can't remember how she died 46 00:05:39,676 --> 00:05:43,576 or where he disposed of the body, that still stands? 47 00:05:43,611 --> 00:05:49,650 Yes. He had a referral for dissociative amnesia back in 2015. 48 00:05:49,686 --> 00:05:54,518 But he has never denied responsibility for his offence. 49 00:06:03,493 --> 00:06:08,049 So, do we still consider him to be a risk? 50 00:06:31,590 --> 00:06:33,972 Alan! How's your knee? 51 00:06:34,006 --> 00:06:35,594 No measurable improvement. 52 00:06:35,628 --> 00:06:38,251 Well, thanks for coming all this way. Sit down. 53 00:06:38,286 --> 00:06:40,564 I'll make you a nice cup of tea. 54 00:06:40,599 --> 00:06:42,290 - Hi, Cer. - Hiya. 55 00:06:42,325 --> 00:06:44,292 - What's in the box? - Red velvet fairy cakes. 56 00:06:44,327 --> 00:06:47,501 What do you think this is, Come Dine With Me? 57 00:06:50,022 --> 00:06:52,266 How's the knee, Alan? 58 00:06:52,300 --> 00:06:54,164 No measurable improvement. 59 00:06:55,717 --> 00:06:57,927 - Shall I...? - No, no, no. I'll go. 60 00:07:00,757 --> 00:07:03,622 - You know he was Ela's cat? - No. 61 00:07:03,656 --> 00:07:06,383 - Yeah, he's nearly 20. - Doesn't look it, does he? 62 00:07:06,418 --> 00:07:09,904 - Smells it, though. - £3,000 on chemo. 63 00:07:09,939 --> 00:07:13,045 - No. - Everyone, this is Maddie. 64 00:07:13,080 --> 00:07:16,359 Maddie, this is everyone. 65 00:07:16,393 --> 00:07:18,464 Hiya. 66 00:07:18,499 --> 00:07:20,881 So, um... 67 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:28,129 The first thing, obviously, is to welcome Maddie. 68 00:07:28,785 --> 00:07:30,994 Welcome. 69 00:07:31,029 --> 00:07:36,724 Although I coordinate the group, I'm not in charge as such. 70 00:07:36,758 --> 00:07:40,279 Everyone here in this room is the same. 71 00:07:40,314 --> 00:07:43,938 We've all lost someone to violent crime. 72 00:07:43,973 --> 00:07:47,769 - So we all know what it's like. - And you don't have to... 73 00:07:47,804 --> 00:07:49,737 And just to say, Maddie, 74 00:07:49,771 --> 00:07:52,740 you don't have to share anything today if you don't want to. 75 00:07:53,706 --> 00:07:56,088 I'll probably just listen. 76 00:07:59,989 --> 00:08:03,164 And then they said he was evidence, 77 00:08:03,199 --> 00:08:08,756 and they couldn't let me touch him, or kiss him. 78 00:08:08,790 --> 00:08:11,586 And I didn't get a chance to... 79 00:08:11,621 --> 00:08:14,382 Say goodbye? 80 00:08:14,417 --> 00:08:18,041 - I know. - Didn't you? 81 00:08:19,111 --> 00:08:20,595 No, cariad. 82 00:08:22,183 --> 00:08:24,530 Not yet. 83 00:08:26,739 --> 00:08:30,157 I appreciate the work, but the things that I'm writing about... 84 00:08:30,191 --> 00:08:34,608 I wanna write stories that matter, stories with substance. 85 00:08:34,644 --> 00:08:38,405 - What's stopping you? - Apart from money and time? 86 00:08:38,441 --> 00:08:40,408 I'm just looking for the right thing. 87 00:08:40,443 --> 00:08:43,446 Actually, I've been reading about this cult in America... 88 00:08:43,480 --> 00:08:45,966 You should write about Joe Pritchard. 89 00:08:47,381 --> 00:08:49,762 - No. - Why not? 90 00:08:51,040 --> 00:08:53,249 I just don't wanna go back there. 91 00:08:53,283 --> 00:08:56,252 So if somebody else wrote it, it wouldn't bother you? 92 00:08:56,286 --> 00:08:58,288 What's this? 93 00:08:58,323 --> 00:09:01,326 - Back in Llanemlyn... - Your home town? 94 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:02,534 That's right. 95 00:09:02,568 --> 00:09:05,675 Anyway, 18 years ago, 96 00:09:05,709 --> 00:09:09,713 a 15-year-old girl vanished, and a local kid... 97 00:09:09,748 --> 00:09:11,336 Come on. She knew them both. 98 00:09:11,370 --> 00:09:16,306 No. No, I didn't. I didn't know him, not really. 99 00:09:16,341 --> 00:09:23,658 But I did know her. Ela. She was one of my best friends. 100 00:09:24,659 --> 00:09:27,524 You never mentioned this before. 101 00:09:27,559 --> 00:09:29,664 It was a long time ago. 102 00:09:29,699 --> 00:09:32,874 So, Joe Pritchard, 18 at the time, 103 00:09:32,909 --> 00:09:34,738 was convicted of Ela's murder. 104 00:09:34,773 --> 00:09:38,432 But it was a miscarriage of justice? 105 00:09:38,466 --> 00:09:43,092 No, no, he did do it, but the thing is, such a small town, 106 00:09:43,126 --> 00:09:47,786 and we never, police included, ever found out why he did it 107 00:09:47,820 --> 00:09:50,271 or what he did with Ela's body. 108 00:09:50,306 --> 00:09:55,104 It's like a black hole in the collective psyche of the town. 109 00:09:55,138 --> 00:09:57,278 And now he's up for parole. 110 00:09:57,313 --> 00:09:59,487 Yeah, but that doesn't mean he's gonna get it, does it? 111 00:09:59,522 --> 00:10:03,181 - He didn't last time. - This sounds interesting. 112 00:10:03,215 --> 00:10:06,115 We've been looking for a story like this. 113 00:10:09,497 --> 00:10:11,603 Honestly, now, if it's easier to email... 114 00:10:11,637 --> 00:10:17,333 Now, read the bit, "dealing with media intrusion", 115 00:10:17,367 --> 00:10:20,888 cos if you are not prepared, they will take advantage. 116 00:10:20,922 --> 00:10:25,306 If you engage, that's it, there's no stopping them. 117 00:10:25,341 --> 00:10:27,791 Right, folder. 118 00:10:29,793 --> 00:10:34,384 You'll get used to her. Eventually. 119 00:10:34,419 --> 00:10:37,836 Only joking. You never get used to her. 120 00:10:37,870 --> 00:10:40,356 Did you see the light switch in the hall? 121 00:10:40,390 --> 00:10:42,668 The one with the tape over it? 122 00:10:42,703 --> 00:10:45,292 She's kept that light on since Ela disappeared. 123 00:10:45,326 --> 00:10:47,604 Right, cariad. 124 00:10:48,778 --> 00:10:51,298 - There you are. - Thanks. 125 00:10:53,162 --> 00:10:56,441 Take care, Alan! Ta-ra, Bron! 126 00:10:57,511 --> 00:11:00,410 Bye, Maddie. See you next time. 127 00:11:00,445 --> 00:11:02,585 Bye. And thanks. 128 00:11:05,864 --> 00:11:07,210 Buzz you later. 129 00:11:29,301 --> 00:11:31,234 All right? 130 00:11:31,269 --> 00:11:34,134 - No. - What is it? 131 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:35,963 Work. 132 00:11:41,762 --> 00:11:44,627 How was the murder wang gang? 133 00:11:44,661 --> 00:11:46,594 Can you stop calling it that, please? 134 00:11:46,629 --> 00:11:49,459 That's what you do, innit? Wang on about murder. 135 00:11:49,494 --> 00:11:51,806 Just like you wang on about your wedding. 136 00:11:51,841 --> 00:11:54,844 Which is, I believe, what they call normal. 137 00:11:54,878 --> 00:11:57,295 Talking about death is normal. 138 00:11:57,329 --> 00:11:59,262 It's real. It happens. 139 00:11:59,297 --> 00:12:00,677 OK, I'm sorry. 140 00:12:00,712 --> 00:12:03,370 And people should be allowed to talk about it 141 00:12:03,404 --> 00:12:04,750 without being bereavement shamed. 142 00:12:04,785 --> 00:12:07,443 God, all right! 143 00:12:15,347 --> 00:12:18,488 Sorry. Had a shit day. 144 00:12:32,951 --> 00:12:35,229 Better? 145 00:12:35,264 --> 00:12:36,886 OK. 146 00:13:00,323 --> 00:13:03,844 These days, true crime can be whatever it wants to be. 147 00:13:03,878 --> 00:13:05,328 However you style it, 148 00:13:05,363 --> 00:13:07,399 it's still picking over the bones of the dead. 149 00:13:07,434 --> 00:13:10,437 And not just the dead. The tragic dead. 150 00:13:10,471 --> 00:13:13,992 It's not really about the tragic dead, is it? 151 00:13:14,026 --> 00:13:16,995 It's about us, what we bring to the story, 152 00:13:17,029 --> 00:13:19,480 and what we take from it. 153 00:13:19,515 --> 00:13:23,070 What do we take from it? 154 00:13:23,104 --> 00:13:24,761 Resolution. 155 00:13:24,796 --> 00:13:29,283 The story, the crime, gets some sense of closure. 156 00:13:29,318 --> 00:13:30,698 Yeah, I guess. 157 00:13:34,599 --> 00:13:36,497 So what's the latest with your wife? 158 00:13:36,532 --> 00:13:38,844 I think she's moving in with that arsehole. 159 00:13:38,879 --> 00:13:43,021 - Shit. Sorry. - No. It's old news now. 160 00:13:43,642 --> 00:13:44,850 Right. 161 00:13:46,542 --> 00:13:47,991 I think Mags is right. 162 00:13:48,026 --> 00:13:50,615 You need to write the story about your friend. 163 00:13:50,649 --> 00:13:53,997 I know it's the obvious thing to do, but... 164 00:13:54,032 --> 00:13:56,345 I don't know if I wanna go there. 165 00:13:56,379 --> 00:13:59,796 You're always saying you wanna get your own voice heard. 166 00:14:00,901 --> 00:14:04,318 You know the family, the community. 167 00:14:04,353 --> 00:14:05,975 Isn't it your story to tell? 168 00:14:25,028 --> 00:14:27,410 What are you looking for? 169 00:14:27,859 --> 00:14:29,688 A screw. 170 00:14:29,723 --> 00:14:32,691 - What kind of screw? - Forget about it. 171 00:14:34,969 --> 00:14:39,664 Dai. Just tell me what kind of screw you're after. 172 00:14:39,698 --> 00:14:42,391 Well, that's a bit inappropriate, innit, Sharon? 173 00:14:42,425 --> 00:14:46,533 I might have to call you out on the internet about that. 174 00:14:46,567 --> 00:14:49,501 Don't try and be modern, Dai. It makes me feel sick. 175 00:14:49,536 --> 00:14:53,781 What do you mean, try? I am modern. 176 00:14:53,816 --> 00:14:55,990 I was just thinking of having some of that new sushi 177 00:14:56,025 --> 00:14:58,027 from the Co-op for my lunch. 178 00:14:58,061 --> 00:14:59,718 Sushi isn't new, Dai. 179 00:14:59,753 --> 00:15:02,928 Well, if it ain't a steak bake, it's new to me, babe. 180 00:15:11,454 --> 00:15:12,628 Hello. 181 00:15:14,906 --> 00:15:17,115 Did he say anything? 182 00:15:18,081 --> 00:15:20,394 What about the panel? 183 00:15:23,570 --> 00:15:24,778 OK. 184 00:15:26,193 --> 00:15:27,884 Bye. Thanks. 185 00:15:34,097 --> 00:15:38,170 Right, come on. I'm taking you to lunch. 186 00:15:38,205 --> 00:15:41,864 - What about the screws? - Screw the screws. 187 00:15:57,914 --> 00:16:00,883 Why didn't you tell me that he was up for parole? 188 00:16:02,781 --> 00:16:05,612 I thought you were tired of hearing about it. 189 00:16:05,646 --> 00:16:08,269 Everyone else is. 190 00:16:08,304 --> 00:16:10,548 Well, everyone else isn't me. 191 00:16:14,034 --> 00:16:17,002 Do you know what? 192 00:16:17,037 --> 00:16:18,625 I'm genuinely surprised 193 00:16:18,659 --> 00:16:21,179 I haven't got cancer from hating him so much. 194 00:16:21,213 --> 00:16:24,631 Well, if you check, you might find that you have got cancer. 195 00:16:27,668 --> 00:16:29,808 Bet you I have that dream again. 196 00:16:29,843 --> 00:16:31,085 Which one? 197 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:33,156 It's the one where he's just about 198 00:16:33,191 --> 00:16:34,503 to tell me where she is, 199 00:16:34,537 --> 00:16:38,161 and... I wake up. 200 00:16:41,199 --> 00:16:43,960 I've got a feeling that if I could get him on his own, 201 00:16:43,995 --> 00:16:46,618 I could make him talk. 202 00:16:46,653 --> 00:16:47,826 Is that nuts? 203 00:16:48,724 --> 00:16:50,898 Yeah. 204 00:16:50,933 --> 00:16:52,624 Mind you, I'd be the same. 205 00:16:52,659 --> 00:16:54,902 The second they let him out, I'd be all over him. 206 00:16:54,937 --> 00:16:57,491 They don't tell you where they send them, you know. 207 00:16:57,526 --> 00:17:00,149 So? I'd find out, easy. 208 00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:06,983 If he gets out, then... that's it. 209 00:17:08,225 --> 00:17:09,779 I'm never gonna get her back. 210 00:17:09,814 --> 00:17:12,850 He's not getting out. 211 00:17:14,853 --> 00:17:16,545 No. 212 00:17:32,284 --> 00:17:34,252 Listen to me. 213 00:17:34,286 --> 00:17:36,979 Whatever obstacle is in your mind, 214 00:17:37,013 --> 00:17:39,775 can't you try to go round it, pretend it's not there? 215 00:17:39,809 --> 00:17:42,053 Whatever you have to do. 216 00:17:46,575 --> 00:17:49,301 You need to tell them where her body is. 217 00:17:57,655 --> 00:17:58,966 I can't help 'em. 218 00:18:04,075 --> 00:18:05,628 Take it. 219 00:18:34,381 --> 00:18:36,866 This is Greta. You know what to do. 220 00:18:36,901 --> 00:18:41,319 Where are you? We need to talk about this bloody outfit. 221 00:19:00,234 --> 00:19:02,236 This is Greta. You know what to do. 222 00:19:02,271 --> 00:19:04,238 Where are you? Why aren't you picking up? 223 00:19:04,273 --> 00:19:07,932 Phone me straight back. 224 00:19:10,106 --> 00:19:12,764 Sharon? It's the police. 225 00:19:13,938 --> 00:19:15,042 Can you open up? 226 00:19:16,181 --> 00:19:18,598 Thank God. 227 00:19:20,427 --> 00:19:22,843 Mam, what's the matter? What's going on? 228 00:19:24,949 --> 00:19:27,261 Sharon, it's important. 229 00:19:27,296 --> 00:19:30,161 - Look, I'll call you back. - Mam. 230 00:19:34,683 --> 00:19:36,961 Sorry. I didn't mean to alarm you. 231 00:19:40,102 --> 00:19:42,311 I've got some news. 232 00:19:43,139 --> 00:19:44,382 Joe Pritchard. 233 00:19:45,694 --> 00:19:47,419 What about him? 234 00:19:47,454 --> 00:19:50,250 The parole board have decided to release him. 235 00:19:51,941 --> 00:19:54,219 I know it's not what we hoped for. 236 00:19:57,153 --> 00:20:00,363 - Where will he be? - I can't tell you. 237 00:20:02,124 --> 00:20:04,851 He'll be on licence, 238 00:20:04,885 --> 00:20:09,338 so he can't contact you or come within five miles of here. 239 00:20:43,165 --> 00:20:45,339 Graham, hi. How you doing? 240 00:20:46,030 --> 00:20:47,790 Yeah. 241 00:20:49,930 --> 00:20:55,142 Right, OK. Well, thank you for letting me know. 242 00:20:55,177 --> 00:20:58,249 Um, Graham, is there a way of finding out 243 00:20:58,283 --> 00:21:00,147 where he's gonna be placed? 244 00:21:01,770 --> 00:21:04,427 Great. I'll speak to you later, then. Bye. 245 00:21:06,395 --> 00:21:08,880 Shit. He's getting out. 246 00:21:08,915 --> 00:21:10,779 That's a good thing, isn't it? 247 00:21:12,228 --> 00:21:13,574 I don't know. 248 00:21:13,609 --> 00:21:16,508 Cat, write the bloody story. 249 00:21:33,353 --> 00:21:34,561 I'm going out! 250 00:21:34,595 --> 00:21:36,494 All right. 251 00:21:36,528 --> 00:21:39,877 - Don't be late. - I won't. 252 00:21:41,430 --> 00:21:43,984 - Love you! - Love you too! 253 00:21:49,438 --> 00:21:51,336 What's going on? 254 00:21:52,130 --> 00:21:53,269 Nothing. 255 00:21:54,098 --> 00:21:56,238 I left work early. 256 00:21:56,272 --> 00:21:58,999 - I thought something was wrong. - Will you get into trouble? 257 00:21:59,034 --> 00:22:01,450 Can you get your head out the cupboard? 258 00:22:04,246 --> 00:22:08,284 What's going on? Is this about the costume? 259 00:22:08,319 --> 00:22:11,460 Yes. 260 00:22:11,494 --> 00:22:14,083 No, something's happened, hasn't it? 261 00:22:14,946 --> 00:22:17,155 It's him, isn't it? 262 00:22:21,159 --> 00:22:23,403 He's getting out. 263 00:22:25,888 --> 00:22:28,857 - When? - On the 12th. 264 00:22:28,891 --> 00:22:30,582 Of this month? 265 00:22:33,309 --> 00:22:36,278 - It's not fair. - I know. 266 00:22:37,417 --> 00:22:39,039 I know. 267 00:22:52,328 --> 00:22:56,263 At least it won't be hanging over us any more. 268 00:22:56,298 --> 00:22:58,645 The best thing we can do now is just get on with our lives 269 00:22:58,679 --> 00:23:01,061 and not let him ruin anything else. 270 00:23:02,097 --> 00:23:04,271 Not let him ruin the wedding. 271 00:23:07,171 --> 00:23:10,139 We're not gonna let him ruin the wedding, are we? 272 00:23:11,071 --> 00:23:13,418 Of course we're not. 273 00:23:13,453 --> 00:23:15,938 So when we go out tomorrow, we're just gonna have a drink 274 00:23:15,973 --> 00:23:19,390 and a laugh and a good time, right? 275 00:23:21,461 --> 00:23:22,461 Right. 276 00:23:35,958 --> 00:23:38,443 She is really going for it. Yeah! 277 00:23:55,391 --> 00:23:57,231 Come on, then, hens, let's give it up 278 00:23:57,255 --> 00:24:00,155 for the fantastic Sali! 279 00:24:00,189 --> 00:24:03,503 I really enjoyed that. Made me feel so powerful. 280 00:24:04,607 --> 00:24:06,264 Your stepmum's hilarious. 281 00:24:06,299 --> 00:24:08,370 Do you think she sings like that for your dad? 282 00:24:10,234 --> 00:24:11,718 Come on. 283 00:24:21,038 --> 00:24:22,384 I need a wee. 284 00:25:23,203 --> 00:25:25,240 - All right? - You called, madame? 285 00:25:25,274 --> 00:25:28,346 Yeah, thanks for coming over so quickly. Come in. 286 00:25:30,176 --> 00:25:32,143 So what's up? 287 00:25:35,284 --> 00:25:38,115 I've decided to do it. The story. 288 00:25:39,495 --> 00:25:41,566 I'm going back to Llanemlyn. 289 00:26:14,185 --> 00:26:18,189 Now for some vintage cheese, especially for you. 290 00:26:18,224 --> 00:26:20,364 Jason and Kylie couldn't make it, 291 00:26:20,398 --> 00:26:23,677 so we have to make do with Rhydian and Sharon! 292 00:26:23,712 --> 00:26:26,715 No. No. 293 00:26:26,749 --> 00:26:28,786 - Come on, babes. - No, I can't. No, please. 294 00:26:28,820 --> 00:26:32,272 - You be Jason, I'll be Kylie! - I don't want to. 295 00:26:32,307 --> 00:26:34,343 - This is Ela's song. - Go on. 296 00:26:34,378 --> 00:26:36,621 Sharon! Sharon! Sharon! 297 00:26:36,656 --> 00:26:38,520 - You'll be fine. - Sharon! Sharon! 298 00:26:38,554 --> 00:26:41,316 - Come on. - I don't want to. 299 00:27:06,513 --> 00:27:09,102 Shit. He's bleeding. 300 00:27:09,137 --> 00:27:10,379 I'm sorry. 301 00:27:12,933 --> 00:27:14,314 I'm sorry. 302 00:27:23,254 --> 00:27:25,256 Why'd you do that? 303 00:27:26,326 --> 00:27:28,777 Sorry. It was an accident. 304 00:27:28,811 --> 00:27:31,435 - Is everyone OK? - How was that an accident? 305 00:27:31,469 --> 00:27:32,826 - It was an accident. - Sorry. Do you mind? 306 00:27:32,850 --> 00:27:34,852 I'm trying to speak to my mother. 307 00:27:34,886 --> 00:27:36,578 I told him I didn't want to. 308 00:27:36,612 --> 00:27:39,788 I told him it was Ela's song, but he wouldn't listen. 309 00:27:39,822 --> 00:27:43,171 - But it wasn't Ela's song. - It was. 310 00:27:43,205 --> 00:27:44,769 No, it wasn't. She didn't even like that song. 311 00:27:44,793 --> 00:27:47,347 She always told you to stop playing it. 312 00:27:51,834 --> 00:27:54,872 I knew something like this was gonna happen. 313 00:27:54,906 --> 00:27:56,494 I knew it. 314 00:28:06,539 --> 00:28:08,886 Can we not do this? 315 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:11,751 Because I can't have anything, can I? 316 00:28:11,785 --> 00:28:13,649 I can't have anything ever. 317 00:28:13,684 --> 00:28:15,375 I can't even have my own hen do 318 00:28:15,410 --> 00:28:18,309 because everything always, always has to be about Ela. 319 00:28:18,344 --> 00:28:21,450 - No. Gret... - Don't Gret me. Just... 320 00:28:22,348 --> 00:28:23,832 Just go home. 321 00:28:44,059 --> 00:28:45,681 So, Joe Pritchard, is it that 322 00:28:45,716 --> 00:28:48,581 he can't disclose her whereabouts or that he won't? 323 00:28:48,615 --> 00:28:53,241 Is that his way of maintaining control over the family? 324 00:28:53,275 --> 00:28:56,278 Although that would make him a sadistic psychopath. 325 00:28:56,313 --> 00:28:59,764 Well, I don't think he's that, but, honestly, I don't know. 326 00:28:59,799 --> 00:29:01,801 There were plenty of rumours about him. 327 00:29:01,835 --> 00:29:03,561 Yeah? Like what? 328 00:29:03,596 --> 00:29:05,988 All the usual stuff for somebody that's a bit of an outsider. 329 00:29:06,012 --> 00:29:08,670 I mean, he lived in a caravan in the woods. 330 00:29:08,704 --> 00:29:10,361 What more d'you want? 331 00:29:11,431 --> 00:29:13,847 Hey, is... is this her? 332 00:29:13,882 --> 00:29:18,266 Yeah. Yeah, that's Ela. 333 00:29:18,300 --> 00:29:21,510 That's me. And that's Caryl. 334 00:29:21,545 --> 00:29:24,893 We used to do everything together. 335 00:29:24,927 --> 00:29:27,378 I haven't seen Caryl in years. 336 00:29:27,413 --> 00:29:29,449 And what about Ela's family? 337 00:29:29,484 --> 00:29:31,727 I wrote to her mum, Sharon, once, 338 00:29:31,762 --> 00:29:33,971 but I didn't get anything back. 339 00:29:34,005 --> 00:29:36,456 I thought you said you guys were close friends. 340 00:29:37,043 --> 00:29:38,803 Yeah, we were. 341 00:29:38,838 --> 00:29:41,012 I just don't know what kind of reaction I'm gonna get 342 00:29:41,047 --> 00:29:42,531 after all this time. 343 00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:48,848 Well, I think you're making the right decision, Cat. 344 00:29:48,882 --> 00:29:53,059 Almost sounds like you're gonna commission my story. 345 00:29:53,093 --> 00:29:56,407 Well, I mean, seeing as you're gonna do it anyway... 346 00:29:56,442 --> 00:29:59,617 Hang on. So you are? 347 00:29:59,652 --> 00:30:01,895 Of course I am. 348 00:30:04,484 --> 00:30:06,969 All right, what's the first move? 349 00:30:07,004 --> 00:30:09,455 Well, I've managed to track down 350 00:30:09,489 --> 00:30:11,353 the address for Joe's probation hostel. 351 00:30:11,388 --> 00:30:14,770 - Straight in there, then. - Yeah, naturally. 352 00:30:14,805 --> 00:30:18,084 Look, just be careful. 353 00:30:18,118 --> 00:30:20,983 I don't want you putting yourself in any danger. 354 00:30:21,639 --> 00:30:22,813 I won't. 355 00:30:25,574 --> 00:30:28,439 - Hey, pass me the hairdryer. - Yeah. 356 00:30:35,066 --> 00:30:37,552 Look, I don't want you to... 357 00:30:37,586 --> 00:30:39,588 I don't want you to think that I'm... 358 00:30:39,623 --> 00:30:43,903 I'm only commissioning you because we... 359 00:30:51,980 --> 00:30:53,084 Sorry. 360 00:30:54,189 --> 00:30:55,363 Shit. 361 00:31:21,941 --> 00:31:24,115 Careful, Shelley. 362 00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:29,880 - Don't move. - I'm not. 363 00:31:34,678 --> 00:31:36,887 Shelley! Shelley, come here! 364 00:31:46,137 --> 00:31:48,761 Do you think they'll recognise you? 365 00:31:49,520 --> 00:31:51,073 Your family? 366 00:31:55,975 --> 00:31:57,804 I don't know. 367 00:32:07,987 --> 00:32:10,127 I made you a cup of tea. 368 00:32:20,896 --> 00:32:22,795 I'm sorry for being horrible. 369 00:32:25,038 --> 00:32:29,595 Well... if you were, I deserved it. 370 00:32:31,251 --> 00:32:32,563 Sorry. 371 00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:39,708 I wanna be here for you from now on, OK? 372 00:32:39,743 --> 00:32:42,780 It's not that I want it to be about me all the time. 373 00:32:42,815 --> 00:32:44,126 I know. 374 00:32:46,232 --> 00:32:47,647 I think about her too. 375 00:32:49,166 --> 00:32:51,996 What do you think about? 376 00:32:52,031 --> 00:32:54,171 If things had gone differently. 377 00:32:55,586 --> 00:32:58,727 If she'd have stayed home that day. 378 00:32:58,762 --> 00:33:01,005 If she hadn't gone near that freak. 379 00:33:05,665 --> 00:33:10,049 Do you sense that she is dead? 380 00:33:10,083 --> 00:33:12,638 Because sometimes I feel like she isn't. 381 00:33:13,777 --> 00:33:15,261 She is. 382 00:33:18,091 --> 00:33:20,231 She's just not home yet. 383 00:34:41,899 --> 00:34:44,557 The train is now approaching Newport. 384 00:34:45,419 --> 00:34:47,111 Tickets, please. 385 00:34:49,907 --> 00:34:52,115 Thank you. Thank you. 386 00:34:55,256 --> 00:34:57,189 It's a travel warrant. 387 00:34:58,778 --> 00:35:02,402 It's the same as a ticket. 388 00:35:02,437 --> 00:35:04,750 It's from the prison. 389 00:35:04,784 --> 00:35:07,028 I just got out of prison. 390 00:35:23,458 --> 00:35:25,115 Shelley, wait! 391 00:35:40,958 --> 00:35:43,236 The next station is Carmarthen. 392 00:35:43,271 --> 00:35:45,238 The train will terminate here. 393 00:36:04,982 --> 00:36:06,881 Right. 394 00:36:06,915 --> 00:36:10,954 So your next appointment will be at the probation office. 395 00:36:11,782 --> 00:36:13,163 OK? 396 00:36:13,197 --> 00:36:14,474 I've already told you, 397 00:36:14,509 --> 00:36:17,823 I haven't fucking seen her! 398 00:36:21,827 --> 00:36:24,070 All the details you need are in here. 399 00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:29,006 It's really important that you attend. OK? 400 00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,388 Good luck. 401 00:37:23,371 --> 00:37:25,269 Sylvester! 402 00:37:37,937 --> 00:37:39,111 No. 403 00:37:41,838 --> 00:37:44,012 Sylvester. 404 00:38:09,313 --> 00:38:11,005 Hello, Mum. 405 00:38:19,427 --> 00:38:21,291 I'll bring better ones next time. 406 00:38:55,394 --> 00:38:56,429 Your hair looks nice. 407 00:38:58,086 --> 00:38:59,950 Someone comes in. 408 00:39:03,574 --> 00:39:07,164 Shelley was the only one who did it the way I liked. 409 00:39:10,133 --> 00:39:11,962 It's your fault she's gone. 410 00:39:13,136 --> 00:39:14,931 - No. - Where is she? 411 00:39:14,965 --> 00:39:18,072 Where's your sister? Where is Shelley? 412 00:39:19,073 --> 00:39:20,660 - Where is she? - Fuck... 413 00:39:20,695 --> 00:39:22,386 Where's Shelley? 414 00:39:22,421 --> 00:39:24,906 Mum! 415 00:39:27,081 --> 00:39:29,428 Eilis? 416 00:39:29,462 --> 00:39:30,670 - Are you OK? - Shelley... 417 00:39:30,705 --> 00:39:32,569 What happened? 418 00:39:32,603 --> 00:39:35,261 Shelley... 419 00:39:35,296 --> 00:39:36,504 I'll see you again, Mum. 420 00:39:39,162 --> 00:39:40,888 I'll see you soon. 421 00:40:17,717 --> 00:40:21,135 All right, mate? Ian. 422 00:40:22,101 --> 00:40:24,172 Joe. 423 00:40:24,207 --> 00:40:25,587 I was in this room before. 424 00:40:25,622 --> 00:40:28,211 I left a photo, I did. D'you mind? 425 00:40:29,419 --> 00:40:30,627 Just got out, have you? 426 00:40:32,525 --> 00:40:35,114 Aye. It's what they said. 427 00:40:39,256 --> 00:40:40,430 Seen my girl? 428 00:40:41,672 --> 00:40:46,608 She's 20 now. Bit of a prick as it goes. 429 00:40:46,643 --> 00:40:48,334 Only joking. 430 00:40:49,335 --> 00:40:52,649 How long was you in for, then? 431 00:40:52,683 --> 00:40:56,377 Not to be busy, like, but, well, you know, 432 00:40:56,411 --> 00:40:59,380 you like to know who your neighbours are, right? 433 00:41:03,487 --> 00:41:05,351 Anyway... 434 00:41:05,386 --> 00:41:08,354 Need any razors? 435 00:41:08,389 --> 00:41:11,116 I got a load of swivel heads, special edition. 436 00:41:11,150 --> 00:41:12,980 No. 437 00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:15,396 Sunglasses? Chocolates? 438 00:41:15,430 --> 00:41:17,363 - No. - Right. 439 00:41:19,641 --> 00:41:21,954 See you around, then. 440 00:42:04,272 --> 00:42:05,964 He was... 441 00:42:07,275 --> 00:42:09,001 He was... 442 00:42:10,106 --> 00:42:11,624 I know, girl. 443 00:42:24,603 --> 00:42:25,742 Just... 444 00:42:27,295 --> 00:42:29,297 tell me how I can help you. 445 00:42:50,249 --> 00:42:51,457 Joe? 446 00:42:53,252 --> 00:42:54,736 My name's Cat Donato. 447 00:42:54,771 --> 00:42:58,671 I'm from Llanemlyn too. I'm a writer now. 448 00:42:58,706 --> 00:43:01,398 - I'm writing an article... - I'm not interested. 449 00:43:01,433 --> 00:43:04,091 OK, fair enough. 450 00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:05,506 You wouldn't have to say anything, 451 00:43:05,540 --> 00:43:07,094 but maybe we could just grab a drink 452 00:43:07,128 --> 00:43:09,337 and I could tell you why I'm wri... 453 00:43:11,822 --> 00:43:14,342 OK. 454 00:43:14,377 --> 00:43:17,863 Um, look, if you change your mind about talking, 455 00:43:17,897 --> 00:43:20,590 then here's my number. 456 00:43:23,282 --> 00:43:26,113 Call me, or text me, any time. 457 00:43:43,923 --> 00:43:46,202 What, is he famous or something? 458 00:43:51,207 --> 00:43:52,380 Bitch. 459 00:45:18,604 --> 00:45:20,261 Where is she? 460 00:45:25,542 --> 00:45:27,234 Where is she?